I love to write things down so this year I wrote a book about my life. It's nothing earth shattering and it is not going to be a best seller. I wrote it for myself mainly and also for Tom, my girls and grandchildren. Just a little bit of me to remember. It's called Glimpses of God in my ordinary life. I worked on it for about 9 months of the year and I am happy with how it turned out. I enjoyed remembering and writing. It is on Amazon so I guess I am now an author. My two oldest grandchildren loved reading it so that was the best gift I got this year.
I enjoyed this Christmas season. Not for the usual reasons. I just enjoyed the season in a calm and joyful way. I read an advent devotional by Our Daily Bread and it brought me on a journey of peace and joy. I also enjoyed my tree this year more so than I have in previous years. Our gift purchasing was simple and Tom and I had fun buying for the grand kids. Tom and I enjoyed a few really good Christmas movies on Netflix and Amazon Prime. I missed having Emily's family here this year but our time with the rest of the family was precious. I am trying to be present and enjoy each conversation and moments together with my family. I had an awareness this year of how precious the gift of Jesus truly is.
This year has brought tears and smiles. I can't say it was an easy year. Physically it was frustrating for Tom and myself. Spiritually it has been a splendid year. I really felt that God was teaching me as never before. I was aware of the fact that God sees me and I am precious to Him.
I loved several songs that played on the radio a few in particular, Known by Tauren Wells.
Partial Lyrics: And it's not one or the other. It's hard truth and ridiculous grace to be known, fully known and loved by you. Also, Rescue by Lauren Daigle Partial Lyrics: I will send out an army to find you in the middle of the darkest night it's true, I will rescue you. These were two of my favorites. The messages in both are so uplifting.
I didn't take any major trips except to my Minnesota home. I had a couple great visits with family. It's always fun to go home. I had lots of fun times with my grandchildren and realize how fast they're growing up. I want to cherish every moment and be a part of their lives as much as possible.
I have such gratitude for my life and all the blessings that God has poured out on me in 2018. He has proven His faithfulness in ways I can't even explain. I am so grateful and don't want to ever take my life for granted. It's hard sometimes to live each day to the fullest because some days seem so ordinary and long, however I am aware that I have wasted many days in doing less than God's best for that day. I am trying to be more intentional with my time.
In this world of craziness, meanness, and heartache I am reminded that God is in control always. He has a plan that I don't understand. But I am loved so deeply by Him. He has me here for a purpose and I want to fulfill it. I am a difficult student but I really want to succeed. So Goodbye 2018 and hello 2019. Let's see what adventures you have in store for me.
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